I don't actually think I feel lost. I think I'm just confused. I know what I'm doing in my life and where I'm suppose to be heading but I'm just not sure if its what I want anymore. Don't get me wrong I still want to be a teacher, but the way I feel about it just isn't the same. I'm still 'passionate' about working with kids... I don't know. I just feel differently about a lot of things now.... I want some adventure. I'm bored of this place. I want to go.... Everywhere. Anywhere. I want to feel 'free'.
But maybe this is the path for my life... Nqt job, flat in Warrington. Same town, same faces.
God I hope not!
*sigh* I'm sat here and I know what's on my mind and what I want to talk about I just don't know how to put it into words. Probably better that I stop dwelling on it anyway....
I will give you one piece of advice though.... They say things will happen when you least expect them. Maybe they will. Maybe they won't. But if by some chance they do.... Don't trust those things to work out the way you want.
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